I'm useless. Try as i might I can't do anything right. Just as I think I'm good at something someone comes along and shows me up.

No one looks past the fake smiles to see that she's depressed again... At night, she feels a sting as she runs a blade across her skin...

Tired of wearing a mask.
Smiling all day without meaning it.
Hiding it like it means nothing.
Deep inside I just need someone who understands.

Are you all alone? Do you stand in a room full of people and feel alone? Do you know what it's like to have a family but they're never there? Do you wear a smile as a mask? I do..

"I don't know what I want in life. I don't know what I want right now. All I know is that I'm hurting so much inside that it's eating me, and one day, there won't be any of me left."

"Just when I thought my life was coming together, I realized it was just starting to fall apart."

Every one thinks that * i am happy and fine * but look a little closer you'll see tears in my eyes

I am not living in the past, but am struggling with the present.

I just wish I wasn't me anymore...

The only thing i expect for my life is pain and lonliness........