Too afraid to live. Too scared to die. Too hurt to feel. Too dead to cry

Please just put me out of my misery, because I can't handle living off nothing but the memories of how things used to be. The ones from back when I believed I was okay...

Somtimes I feel like a pile of snow in the end of spring. alone, unwanted and slowly melting away.

There's only hate, there's only tears, there's only pain. There is no love here.

I used to wish we would be together for ever but now I wish we never met.

The haunting of yesterday
and the intimidation of tomorrow
both contributes to the pain
I'm feeling today

The way you have always put me down, made me who I am today. A shy, depressed, scared, insecure person who doesn't believe in herself at all.

I told a girl my pain and she asked why do you try to act so strong all the time then? I answered with i havent been acting strong, you just havent seen how i really am....

The feeling of yelling and screaming so hard but only the friged tears come running down

People tell me i cant be sad because Im always smiling, no one seems to see that its because that smile is painted over me.