I'm trying to believe everythings going to be ok, but when nothing seems to change, i fall apart a little more.

I like walking in the rain, cause no one knows I'm crying!

Do you think I am happy?
Do you think I enjoy my life?
Do you think I am fine with my choices?
I am a good actress then!

Nothing to do, Nothing to see, Why Live, If you don't love me?- CK

Yuu and Your pathetic smile, hiding from life, and what you did to me, im all broken know, but your to f-u-c-k-i-n-g blind to see

Cant you see that ive been crying? cant you see that ive been cutting? when you look at me do you really see me of just the person you want me to be?

Pain is sorrow,sorrow is life, life is death, death is a dream, why is the world so mean?

Yet another day that my parents failed me in almost every way.....sigh they do this every day

How come im always the one to have to please people? But they dont have to return the favor and make me happy? Wheres the fairness in that???

sry its not that good but i needed to vent somewhere.

... and maybe her smile is a cover for all her fears and her laughter is a cry for help.