&&maybe life is not as ((picture)) perfect as the [(smiles)] we paint on our f a c e s

I'm not waiting for someone to come or something to happen, I'm just waiting for it all to end so I can forget.

Like a beautiful butterfly swallowed by the depths of the wind,
Life manages to grasp your freedom and throw you into an unexpected torment.

&& she wipes mascara running from her eyes as she looks into the
b r o k e n mirror
&& whispers to herself
im never going to be good enough.

How can I try to smile when all you do is tell me I'm worthless??.......

I don`t want the boy that points at
me & says "that`s her". i want the
boy that will have his arms around
me when his boys ask "so is this
the one that you wont shut up about?"

As the blood drips to the floor
i feel satistaction
more releif than from the cut itself
unaware as to why
is it because im one step closer to being taken seriously?
or one step closer to the end...

мιι ℓιƒє ιѕ ѕнιιт... נυz ωαηηα ∂ιє... ι тнιηк ιтѕ тιмє тσ ѕαу gσσ∂вує

I was flirting with Death, but I never thought I’d start to stalk him.

Another day to hate, another night to cry!