Behind each loving smile another part of me dies.

We all live to die,so why even try?

Sometimes you feel like nothing and you want to die, and sometimes you sit in the dark and just want to cry.

Once a cutter, always a cutter

I hate it when my anger turns to tears

" Sadness is like rain, anger is like thunder, and depression is like darkness"

Is it normal to hate yourself this much? -.-

I am so tired of defending my depression
it's not somehing I have chosen

I'm done fighting.... i think its time to let everything go , let the darkness consume me, i give up trying to win a hopeless fight, i already knew i would never win it..

Why can't everone let me go? why? all everyone is doing is just making it harder for me to let go... to end.