When your little you look up to your parents for right and wrong, what happins when they mess up your mind, your not sure where u belong :(

I need someone to be there for me, i need someone to talk with me, I need someone to spend time with me, In stead im getting more depressed, i only have myself now

I am not who you think i am. I am really myself. Sorry to disappoint but i am living for me not for who you want me to be.

Fight for your country fight for your family is what they told me.
My girl left me and the nation i fight for doesnt believe in me.
I hope i die when i get sent back out because for once i will have nothing to fight for.

And all the drugs in the world won't save her from herself

Sometimes all u can do is smile and walk away, hold your tears back and pretend like everything's okay

Alcohol and nervous wits
Razor blades and bloody wrists
Deceiving eyes trapped in lies
Can't escape their painful cries

I cant loose people who were never really there

When the world turns its back on you, STAB IT.

It's kind of like it's something living inside you.
Something you cant get rid of because
Killing it means killing you.