Holding hands with death while we frolic through my field of sorrows

Crying so hard i can't even see WHAT THE H.E.L.L. IS WRONG WITH ME somebody help please

Tired of never meeting up to what everyone else wants

Sometimes i just dont understand,
im sitting here at my computer
when i should be trying to make things better
but i just dont want to try
id rather stay here believing my own lies

~*~WhAtS bEtTeR? a LiE tHaT dRaWs A sMiLe Or ThE tRuTh ThAt DrAwS a TeAr?~*~

~*~Your words cut me deeper than knives~*~

They tell us to grow up
but there immature
they tell us we have to earn respect and be respectfull
but turn around and disrespect us
if u lay down the rules then break them what do we do?

follow ur example?....

Come shine into my lost heart tonight
Come turn my coldness back into light

I always sort out other peoples problems some times i wish i wasnt me or that i had a friend who could sort out mine....

I look into the mirror but i dont see myself