No matter how hard I try
You're never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I'm better off alone

Try to kill me and you'll find out... I was never really alive

Even tho i say im happy i dont really mean it
its just to hard to explain how im feeling
with out telling u that im dead on the inside

Every time i think about wat u did i hate u even more every time i think about how i couldnt stop u i cut a little deeper every time i think about how she didnt care i wish my life was over

I hurt myself on the outside to kill the pain on the inside. i wish i knew how to stop.

A smile can say a million words...but a tear can say a million more...

I wish he was here to hold me tight so i didnt have to cry all the time.........

They could look into my eyes all day long, and still not see what is wrong.

* people always say its hard to let go... but i am ready to let go of everything*

The easiest way out was the hardest thing i ever had to do