Pain makes people change.

I want too see you hurt the way i'm hurting,
Cry the way I do,
Scream the way I do,
Feel useless the way I do,
Get pushed around and abused Everyday..
The way I do.
I hate you,
You will never understand.
And it will never be okay.

Whenever i get happy, i cant enjoy it. being happy means i have to prepare myself for the next train to run over me.

I wish i was there to see you with my last chance. But now i regret that i lost the chance that i had. i didnt care to see you for the last time. because it was the last day of school and i felt fine.

There is no light at the end of the tunnel, im not a child, so don't lie to me.

As I slide the razor across my wrist, I'm just hoping for someone to come take it out of my hand.

You don't need to tell me to be nice to people everywhere I go. I am never rude to anyone. What makes you think that I would want to turn into someone like you?

No one see the tears behind the mask I wear so well, no one seems to care that its hurting so deep inside, no one tires to look behing those painful smiles.

Said bye to happiness,happiness said see you tomorrow....."happiness" u r liar...tomorrow never comes.

I wish for a place with no more tears nor sadness...