I can't stand looking in the mirror
.....cuz all i see is a failure...

After a few months of seeing my psychiatrist..
He finally said.." Maybe life isn't for everyone.."

"forgive and forget" is what we're told but forgiving is easy, forgetting is like putting a band-aid on an open wound; even though there's a band-aid doesn't mean the wound is healed.

Go ahead and ignore me.

i'll scamper off in the shadows where i can hide, and where i have always hidden.
Don't listen to me, you've made it clear i'm not worth the time.
no, don't worry about me...i'm sure i'll be fine...

WHY CRY A RIVER OVER HIM & DROWN YOURSELF IN YOUR SORROW WHEN HE'S NOT GOING TO JUMP IN AN SAVE YOU ?.........

I bleed to know im still alive.

The secret to a happy life is selective memory

As darkness spreads, and the light does fade
The pretty picture of my life starts to Break.
I crawl under the covers and fall apart.
For i cannot cope with what is my past...

When you smile, noone will relise there is something wrong x

Sometimes I lie to make myself feel better
Sometimes I lie to make him look better
Sometimes I lie to make it through the day
If I lie for all these reasons, how do I know when I'm not?