You never know how much you are alone intill you look back and there no one there.

I'm tired of pretending everything is okay. Tears are starting to show and my smile is fading away.

__;the sadness in her eyes screamed more
p-a-i-n then the bruisers on her body_x

How do you know if you are really depressed, self-absorbed or just plain lonely?

I get my hopes up, and watch them fall everytime.

One of the most hurtful things to see in life is watching the people you love break.

Behind the smile are the thousands tears you'll never see me cry.

Laughter hides my fears
Smiles hide my tears
I don't know if it can change
Its been like this for years

Every cut i make, isnt half as bad as the pain i feel that no one can see

I want to sing while the oceans sleep
i want to feel what its like to be free
i want to see what you see in me
i want to know how it feels to believe
<3

-lighthouse-