The scars on the outside that heal,
are no substitute to the pain I feel

I don't want to ignor my problems anymore, for once i want someone to care enough to try and work it out with me, but i guess that's asking to much

I'm scared of being alone...
yet i push people away.
I'm scared of being hurt...
yet i wear my heart on my sleaves.
I say i don't love him...
yet i think i just might.

I just want someone to ask if i'm ok...even though i'll lie.

Look into my eyes, Someday you might see, What i keep locked up, So deep inside of me.

The sudden disappointment of a hope leaves a scar which the ultimate fulfillment of that hope never entirely removes

I'm talking to you on the phone as if everything is fine. You'd never know that between every sentence I put it on mute and let a few more tears fall.

Set Yourself Up For Failure, Than You're Never Let Down

I've been told not to hurt myself...
But If I don't everyone eles will hurt me inside where it can't heal and scar...

I wish you could see all the nights i cry myself to sleep.. i wish you could feel the pain you make me feel..
thanks for nothing