My inner pain is expressed by how much i smile; the greater the pain, the more i smile. Nasstacia Lennon

I lay here as my blood slowly turns black and my heart turns to stone...theres no turning back, theres no fixing the pain you've caused inside....I'm already gone you just don't know it yet!

Hiding behind the makeup
Hoping you wont see the mark
Prying to the heaven
That maybe life can just re start

Whispered voices inside my head.
Endless night of the living dead.
Countless bodies lay a strew.
Broken shells of friends you knew.

Do I believe in God?
Trust me, I do.
If I didn't, I wouldn't be standing here...
With this gun to my head.

There's only one thing that feels deeper and sharper then my knife...the thought of us not being together replays in my mind like a broken tape.

It's always the quiet ones who have the most to say

Little kids think that being invisible would be an awesome supernatural power but its not...I know how it feels when people see right through you...I AM invisible and I'm no superhero at all =(

Thoughts of laughter and fun always stay in our minds but when our minds are poisened with thoughts of hatred and regret it only seems to drive out the happy ones. =(

Not All Scars Show....Not All Wounds Heal....Sometimes u Can't Always See....The Pain Someone Feels....