Without love we are incomplete, and at the mercy of others to help us find it.

For a darkness from my past
Had returned to me,
My blade had taken over,
Death was all I'd see.

So tell me what you see,
When you look in my eyes,
I know what you should see,
A lost soul in disguise.

In the room, I hear her scream
In my panic I try to breath
In my heart, I feel pain
In my eyes, I see her way
In my mind, I slip away
then i realize she is me

&his heart aches from trying
&her eyes hurt from crying
&their wrtis throb from cutting
&in the end they they still have nothing

&it looks like its raining
but the drops that fall are red
&you dont know why

Sometimes I look up into the sky
And whish that I could be as
Weightless as the clouds
And just float away

Day by day you fake a smile, but as the lights disapears your tears began to fall. You cry yourself to sleep, wondering why. Is it love? Depression. Your own unique reason? What ever it is you wish the pain would pass and leave once and for all.

Laugh all day, cry all night, thats when you know, your losing life's fight

She finally let go of her fake smile and the tears slowly rolled down
her cheek as she whispered to herself "I dont want to be me"