I try to stay strong and keep up this false pretense but I've fallen so far no longer can it be my defense.

Everytime i look at my writs it reminds me im alive

Love is like treasure,
it can take a life time to find...
...but in the end all you have is...

...rusted coins...

My dreams show me a life I could of had

Love...
....the only pain we have to suffer...

&i cant sleep at night
because your all i can dream of
&i know that im not your dream

She even bleeds sad

...she tells him she doesnt want the numb less feeling no more...
...she tells him she needs the pain it helps her feel...
...she tells him this pain allows her that little weightless feeling...
...it reminds her shes...

...alive...

He wonders what life would belike if he didnt feel

He yells but he doesn't know she beyond caring