-- Don't Try to Save Me
I'm in this Alone --
-- This is My Problem
No one's Fault But my Own --

I have looked death in the face,
As he kissed me and said, "I will love you always but we cannot be."

I tried to save myself
but theres nothing worth saving

I'm f.i.n.e

F.ucked up
I.nsecure
N.umb
E.mpty

Sitting in the corner,
Eyes filled with tears,
Mascara bled down her face,
Her mind filled with fears.

So many secrets
that have never been told
and keeping them inside
is getting really old

one day I just might tell
a secret or two
but I'll still be hiding secrets
no matter what I do

it always rains the hardest on the people who deserve the sun...

SheLookedAtHerHair..
how it hung so limb
SheLookedAtHerEyes..
&& how they no longer *sparkled*
SheLookedAtHerSmile
&& how it no longer shined
Then;;SheSiighed
"SoThisIsWhatIveBecome"

ThE tRuTh Is YoU cOuLd SlIt My ThRoAt
AnD wItH oNe LaSt GaSpInG bReAtH.....
Id ApOlOgIzE fOr BlEeDiNg On YoUr ShIrT

You cant trust anyone..
not even yourself..
and its better if your alone..
so you wont get hurt..
and you wont be able to hurt anyone in return..