There's so much pain in this house. It kills me to be here.. There's pictures of you everywhere I look. I just can't take it any longer..

Nothing feels the same anymore., Home just isn't home anymore.

Tonights the first night that I've cried in months.. I cried for my dog, daisey; I cried because I'm sitting here alone, sobbing, and I just realized how much I miss you..
Rest In Peace daisey, my baby girl. < | 3

So tonight ill sit and pick apart your pictures... and over analyze your words..the truth is that i've never fallen so hard.. its taking everything in me just to forget your sweater so far..

-mbr

When you lock them up like I did emotions are so much stronger the next time they break down the walls

If only I could, make a deal with God; and get him to swap our places.

I close my eyes
tryin my best to
get some rest

Im cold, tryin to act all Bold
i cant hang on much longer

Whats the point in talkin
when i dont want to
you say it'll help
but it fills if nothing will ever Help
or be right again.

It hurts like nothing ive ever felt