Why werent you there? why didnt you exist to me then? You could have saved me!

Sometimes I wonder if you'd be proud of the person I've become or if you'd even recognize me. Or if you'd be appalled and have forgotten me. R.I.P Uncle Jimmy

The most dangerous men in the world,
are the men who have nothing left to lose.

I can't help but wonder, would i still be the same person I am today, if you were here all along.
R.I.P daddy. 10-4-2000

Baby you didn't deserve this death
a death so very sudden
a death that was not meant to be.

To this day i cry for you
and wish for your return
if miracles were real
god would give you back to me

To this day i cry for you
and wish for your return
if miracles were real
god would give you back to me

The countdown begins as I think of all the things I'll miss
Today's the day to see if my dream will fly or fall into the abyss
I put on a brave smile, although I know it's fake
I say to myself "No matter if I break"

"welcome to my world, were everyone i ever need, always ends up leaving me alone"

I'd give everything if I had anything

I never know when I do something wrong, because for you everything I ever say or do is wrong!