You weren't supposed to die,
I used to think you'd be here forever
to this whole family you were the glue,
you're the one that kept us all together !! x

R.I.P NANNA

" there's not a cloud in the sky , it's as blue as your blue goodbye. And I thought that it would rain , the day you went away !! "

R.I.P NANNA !! x

no mine but these lyrics have never seemed so true :'(

The time it took me to talk to you, you had already past away.
Now im regreting all i didnt tell you, there was so much left for me to say

I still dont know if his silence was an invitation for questions, or a petition for me to drop the subject...

...And some moments should be left unshared, left in the dust, never brought to others care.

You told me to be strong and hold on, I cant do this without you, Remembering your words, Your little girl is dieing she wants you to come get her, Im living for everyone not myself, please come :(

Everyday i think about how much you believed in me, how you where there for me when everyone else turned away, I remember that day in the hospital i tryed to be strong but someone that goodbye hurt the worse cuz i knew my everything was gone, i miss u

Will you come back from heaven and take my hand and let me fallow you, I cant do this anymore

So being in maine again just wasnt the same as last year with you, im sorry you had to leave, nothing has been the same for me, i lost everything

I wish you where here, only you took the time to understand me, everyday its harder, im sorry for everything, im sorry for pushing you away, I just loved you so much i couldnt say goodbye