I didn't pray on the way to the hospital. I wonder if it would have mattered.

Do you think they missed him terribly when he fell? Did God cry over his lost angel, I wonder?

Clinging on to what's left of my hopes and dreams, I try to create walls from mystified memories of my past. Without a thing to forget, everything is held to regret.

I dont know why they call it heartbreak. It feels like every part of my body is broken too.

How can I tell what it is that I seek,
when those words I can't bear to speak?
We are all that is, after all we are all that is.

''You didn't show any emotion at his funeral.''
...he's dead, I'm dead.

I'm still pretending you're still here.
It's getting harder every day.
I miss you. Sleep well.

You are going through so much, how can you still go here?

Hundreds of things can make you smile... but death makes you grow hallow

They asked me if i missed you.. i closed my eyes and walked away... and wispered "so much".