How do you say your sorry when you can't cause their dead

I used to stay up to wish on 11:11, until it hit me, dreams don't come true.

I remember crawling into your bed
a few days after you died
I was desperate for something familiar
but what I didn't perceive was that
familiar was harder to take than
the irrevocable difference.
[x]

She lays down to sleep every night
free to think about whatever she wants
but in amidst all her dreams and fears
thoughts of you get mingled with her tears.
and all she wants
all she really really wants
is one more night to hold you tight.
[x]

Can't believe its been six months already.

Still miss you like crazy.

xO.

I thought it would get easier, as the days and weeks go by. God thought it was time for you to go, so I wake up every morning with tears in my eyes. (i miss u baby)

How can I live my life if nothing will ever be the same. There will forever be a part of me missing, you took my heart with you to your grave. R.I.P. Terrence (I Love You)

My heart has been left in two as I'm now left with only memories of what used to be...

So today two girls in my high school got into a fight: The one girl broke the others neck and she died instantly infront of 50 students :(

(ayone else think some things wronge with this world?)

My heart is torn in two, thinking of days spent without you.

--r.i.p. patricia. i still love you.--