When I look back on all I have lost...

As tears fall...

Am I just swept away?

Lost on Oceans of Time?

Seems like some other heart beating...

But, what happend to mine?

He was sitting next to me 2 days ago. Now he's gone. Can't you see I need him? He was my life and now he's dead.....What kind of world is this when your life dies and your left all alone?

I sit, too cold to move.
Rain is pouring down on me,
But you still haven't come.

It was scary being there, it was a slap in the face saying "hey he's gone now" but i know that he's in God's arms now and his pain is over.

He left me behind
with a choice to make.
Love or life.
How would you have chosen?

I can't write a poem sad enough to express this feeling......

Poppin pills to ease this pain,
Poppin pills to erase your memories,
I'm poppin pills to stop your thoughts, to get some sleep,
But how do I stop dreaming about you?
I wake up only to find myself surrounded by your thoughts.

When will the daylight come again, and the darkness finallly end. When I die and see them again...

Immpossible to forget the ones we love after they die..
Likely that life will get better after our loss...
Certain that the tears we shed for them are from the heart....

I miss L.O.V.E....