Forever is an illusion we create to avoid the pain. It's a lie we tell ourselves to keep us sane.

And Sometimes What You Least Expect; Breaks Your Heart.

I love to sleep
because thats when i can be with you

It hurts even more to know that ur holding their hand for the very last time.

Don't tell me to smile, all I will reply with is "not now, not ever"

Goodbye John, Goodbye Chris, R.I.P Taylor.

There's no one i miss more than you...

What hurts the most. .
knowing that you have to live with pain because they are gone or..
knowing that they have to live with a pain for a short moment, then leave.

Fullfill your longing in your heart and we wil never be apart.

There are no words to explain the things i think, no medicines that will heal my pain, and no lights that will take away all the shadows but still i will hold my head high and continue smiling because the wolrd goes on.

I count the stars that are shinning bright
I Missed the stars that are darkness..
they are missrible just like us.
they are lonly. and very independent