Does the world think that when I am crying that I am laughing? Or do they just chose to see it that way so that they don't have to take the time ask if everything is okay?

"you can't change that now...all you can do is think of the good times you had."

You scream at me when i say i wish i die sooner then i should
but when i was in hospital how come you never showed up?

My best friend David Bledsoe died a couple of months ago at the age of 16. He was in JROTC and he was the best! and worst of all i had a crush on him. I think he knew but i neva got the chance to tell him!!! =(

It's still an open wound,
But I'm slowly healing.

Gone, but never forgotten <3
RIP [Jered Fry] 9/29/07

Well I just heard the news today
It seems my life is going to change
I closed my eyes, begin to pray
Then tears of joy stream down my face
-Creed

RIP [Jered Fry] 9/29/07

When you remember him and start to cry you need to remember, all he did was go home. -- Aubrey Fry

RIP [Jered Fry] 9/29/07
Jered's little sister Aubrey wrote that after we lost him in a car accident.

I once loved you and you loved me too, but I have come to realise that you never even cared about me or what we had.

Bye bye grandpa,
i wish i could say we will meet agian,
but you are in heaven now...
and when i die i am going to hell.

Its gone. The feeling of my stomach and heart dropping at the same time when someone says your name, or for every phone call, wishing it was you. Realizing you will never care again helped me realize, for caring for our relationship, I'm through.