I thought my life is over but looking at my friend and how she is dying every day makes me feel so guilty

My heart keep running up and down for you
Does yours?

A shadow takes your place
A memory pretends you presence
My imagination comforts my loss

Was life so bleak that you couldn't even reach out to me for help?

My life stopped the day you died, knowing I could have saved you.

She wonders why she always wants to cry. She wonders why she always does. She doesn't know what's wrong, yet everybody does. Her life's really not that bad and school just comes easy. So, then why do tears run down her pretty lil' face?

"A hole grows in me,
Somethings missing breaking me in two,
Guess this has to be a final goodbye to you"

From my poem Final Goodbye

Even when the flaring light of candles dies

my wish will never come true

~bekka~

When it"s all yew have left you"ll do anything to hold onto it...

A little tribute true and tender,
Just to show that we remember.
Time may pass and fade away
But memories of you will always stay.

God saw you were getting tired, and a cure was not meant to be
So he put his arms around you, and whispered come with me
Your golden heart stopped beating, hard working hands at rest
God broke our hearts to prove to us... He only takes the best