"Please don't leave me here by myself... I can't be alone in the darkness by myself.. the nightmares come back. You were always the tough one to help guide me to a safe place."

At night i pray that youd come back, i pray that your face wasnt just a memory, that your laugh wasnt a distant sound.

From my poem Dear Dad
Check it out, ill do the same for you

If it's slipping.. let it go..

I seem to have an effect on people, an effect i don't wish to have. i seem to have an effect on people and i hurt them very bad

I died when you weren't looking...

Why are there so many people wanting to die
when the ones that would give anything to live
are the ones passing on

Even the sky cried to show you how much i miss you...

Ma boyfriends mum died today n i wanna b der 4 um but i dnt wanna bring it up he means the wurld tae me n i dini wanna c um upset i wanna go n jump aff a bridge cause i hate it so much god knowz how he is feelin i feel so useless wit kin i dae ples help

RIP we aww luved yeh u were so specail man xxx

They say once a player always a player.
That maybe true... at least until u lose everything u live for and for the rest of your life you have to live with the fact that it's your fault.