Gazing at the stars above
Thinking of the wishes lost
Thinking about all I love
And one mistake in which I didn't know the cost...

She lays down to sleep every night
free to think about whatever she wants
but in amidst all her dreams and fears
thoughts of you get mingled with her tears.
and all she wants
all she really really wants
is one more night to hold you tight.
[x]

Where do you go when you've lost everything?

For evry sad song i hear, its like hearing my own sad story too, i feel very lost without you :'(

Why? Even though I was surrounded by so many people,
I felt like I was the lonliest person on Earth.
So I started searching for your shadow.

The day i lose you,
i stop living.

..the person you love the most has the best capacity to make you the happiest person in the world.. ..and may give you the worst heartache you can ever imagine..

They asked me if i missed you.. i closed my eyes and walked away... and wispered "so much".

All the blood that ran from my eyes
Is from all my cries
For you
Even though I know
You and I can't be so

* ( I aLwAyS sAiD
" i DuNnO wHaT i'D dO w/O yOu"
NoW i HaVe To AcTuAllY fInD oUt.. ) *

R.I.P Cathy, my best friend, my love, my everything