I'm so confused!

Should I smile because were friends?

Or cry...?

Because that's all we will ever be.....

What hurts the most in life
Is when the only one you care about
In this world is always ignoring you and pretends
You dont exists......

I hate what life has brought me
I hate what living life has made me
I hate living life cuz this pain inside is killing me slowing

I just want to tell you this,

Just remember who was by your side the whole time
When everyone left you to die from hurt and pain

For once in my life, I just want to matter to you...

F**k life sucks

Why is it when someone speaks your name apart of me dies

Th0ugTFUl heaRT..N TH0UGhtlesS minD

Sometimes I get lonely....wishing you were here my heart aches loudly knowing we cannot be near........

Its rather amazing that how can we live far away for ages from those people of whom we think of every day....of whom we remember every damn habit...of whom we remember every irritating and sweet activity...:-(