"Why does my heart feel like this?"

From my poem Feelings of the Heart

U left without the words spoken, not a sound made as my heart breaks at its final point

Just because I finally got over you, doesn't mean there aren't days it all comes rushing back.

No amount of words can fix what you did to me.

I'll never be the same person I was when I met you and I hate that.

Give me back me!

You've left me with nothing but fake smiles and silent screams.

And if you only knew how these eyes looked, after endless nights of crying and wishing we never met.

I still love you. But I'm scared to tell you because I don't know what you'll say.

Rain always makes me think of you. Then I realize how much I miss you. I haven't seen you in months. Please come back </3

I'm getting used to you coming and going as you please. But just because I don't show you that it bothers me doesn't mean I'm okay with it. As soon as my bedroom door closes at night, my broken heart shatters again, and I lose it...

You thought me how to love
You thought me how to hate
You've manipulated me
Somehow I'll also learn how to forget

Years ago, I was crying,
U told me "stop crying, I'm here for u"...

But now, I was crying,
U told me "stop crying, you'll forget about me someday"