Cry like ive never cried before
what we had, i thought was something more
u just left me here and shut the door
didnt even notice my heart fell to the floor

I try to hold the tears back
but they always get the best of me

Could it be that you've been playing me for a fool?
or was i blinded by the love i have for you?
These are questions that cant be explained.
without you here i dnt feel sane

All those sad goodbyes still play in my head as i press my gun to my head pull the tirgger after that i know the pain is gone

Without you, I'm miserable, at best.

The hardest part is letting go of the nights we shared together.

If you'd ever ask me how I'm doing, I would say I'm doin just fine. I'd lie and say your not on my mind.

I dont regret falling in love with yu
i dont regret making yu my love
i dont regret telling you i love yu
i do regret not seeing it all clearer
i do regret not paying attention more
i don regret not being able to see how much yu were hurting

You never see the signs until its too late.....

I hear kids in the halls talking about you
some of them don't say nice things
some of them don't know what really happened
they all think it was an accident
only i know the truth
only i know you took your own life