My thoart hurts from holding my tears back..
i told myself..i wont let it fall...
not for you..not again

I loved you, in fact i still do
ur name tattooed on me forever...
..everytime i thought i would be okay..
i look at the tattoo..i crash, then i have to start over again...all over again to built myself back up for another fall

Everytime i want to tell you "i can't do it anymore, i cant go on with you acting like this"....i couldnt say it out, cuz im so afraid that the outcome of it is not that u'll change for the better, but u'll leave me behind alone

I've been swallowed by this wreck that I call life

I'm damaged from the inside && I've been broken

Don't threaten me with what you think I feel

If you could read my mind you'd be in tears

-Heartless-by A Day To Remember

Forget The Times You Walked By,
Forget The Times You've Made Me Cry,
Forget The Time You Held My Hand,
Forget The Sweet Things If I Can,
I Can No Longer Pretend,
I Have To Remember Now That You're Just A Friend

I Never Thought I'd Die Alone,
I Laugh The Loudest,
Who'd Have Known?

Blink 182

Will she hurt me?
will she break my heart?
Just this time let me know girl
when you chose to start...

My head is saying "fool, forget him"
my heart is saying "dont let go"

Let me know once you're done,
With the knife you borrowed,
When you're done twisting it in deep,
Not feeling my sorrow.
Tell me when you finally pull it out,
So I can finish bleeding tomorrow.

I was building my life around you,
Those dreams I had................
But then I found out the hard way,
I wasnt even a part of your life,
My whole life came crashing down,
Like a building made of playing cards,