You said you would love me until the day after forever, I guess yesterday was forever.

If I only did what I thought was right from the start maybe I could have prevented all this.

It was killing be inside holding on to the truth but I didn't want to hurt you.

Even if I say sorry a thousand time, I don't expect you to forgive me for what I did.

"Show me that you hate me,
and even want me dead...
but don't tell me that you love me...
because it won't be true when said... "
from my new poem 'Understand'.

Sometimes I wish that if I cry myself to sleep,
And hope that the next night I will be all out of tears,
But it is never true.

"Sometimes you have to try not to care no matter how much you do..because sometimes, you mean nothing to someone who means everything to you..."

I didn't think that you'd let me go, so easily..

I don't hate you, I'm just disappointed that you turned into everything you said you'd never be.

I hate everything about you why, do I still love you?