You said forever.... how can two months be forever

You will never understand how I'm feeling right now....:(

Most days i dont feel like i deserve to be breathing and hopfully soon i can fix that....

Looking at a picture & wishing you could re-live that moment over & over again ~

The pain is not on the day of missing our dear ones.
The pain is really when u live without them
&
with their presence in your mind.

What's broken is broken.I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived.

I have tried to move on but with every girl I feel more and more like I will never be able to replace you. And the sad thing is...I know I have already been replaced

You've hurt my feelings
You've broken my heart
You've destroyed my life
You've betrayeded me and..

....left me to die....<//3

Mistakes are part of life. They teach us that some things shouldn't be done again. However, mistakes can also lead us to a lifetime suffering. I know this is true for because of my mistake, I lost you.. :'(

I just wanted you to sometimes listen to me
is that too much to ask?