I love u so much
But how can I tell u
When u don't even want anything to do with me

I still keep your pictures underneath my bed, where you gave yourself to me, where I gave myself to you..

Favorite song.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vl7spqkXgpY

I feel jelousy when somebody holds u cos for a sec this person is holding my whole life

I keep questioning my self as to "Why am I afraid to lose u when ur not even mine"

Luv him o yes I do he's for me not for u n if by chance u take my place I'll take my fist n smash ur face

Do u understand the pain I go threw everynight knowing ur never by my side

Do u understand my heart falls when I hear ur name

Do u understand that this pain can't bare seeing u anymore wit sum1 else n the fact that ur happy wit sum1 else

I've got enough of your rudeness, enough of your selfishness....I'm gonna leave you now for good...May be I'll find someone else...but I am damn sure that you'll never find another me

I'm going to smile...and make you think I'm happy...I'm going to laugh...so you don't see me cry...and even if it kills...I'm going to smile.

Just because her eyes don't tear doesn't mean her heart doesn't cry.  And just because she comes off strong, doesn't mean there's nothing wrong.