I Can't Wait To Wake Up And Find That I Can Breath on My Own Again

Lonely
xXx

When you love someone you just don't treat them bad :-/ :'( .

I wake up one day and remember you arent here i wake up to hate you all over again i wake up to cry tears of acid that burns my eyes and blinds me. I hate you and I love you. Trust you again? Or run?

I really don't know what to say,
never saw it coming and then you just left that day.

We had our problems but everyone has does
i didnt think you would just leave me with just a note and one last hug.

I guess lying to me made you feel good but i hope you know you hurt me in the long run :-[ :-/ :'( >:o .

& obviously something went wrong in my past so im ready to stop the games & make this one my last :-* :-[ :-/ .

Sometimes i look up at the stars & analyze the sky & ask myself was i meant to be here . . . why ?

You dont see how your lies is effecting me, you dont see how life was suppose to be & i never let a nigga get that close to me :-/ .

Once upon a time i liked you & fell in love with your lies & was left all alone "/ .

Nothing lasts forever . . . it really is true ; i learned that from experience, don't fall for someone they just end up not catching you at the end and then you end up hurt at the end physically and mentally .