&& What Hurts The Most Isn't That You're With Her
Or, That You Hate Me Now
Or That I Know I Messed It Up..
It's Knowing, I Can't Say Anything..
To Make You Change Your Mind..

I've Searched && Searched For An Explation For This Feeling..
Somewhere Between..
"I Effin Hate You!"
&&
"Why Did You Leave Me..??"

Everything comes with a sacrifice..
You were mine..

& i have lost the one & only person that keeps me alive.

The story when E met K started on April 6, 2009 11:11pm and ended at September 16, 2009 11:47pm.

Pump the drugs
Through my veins
Numb my body
Get rid of the pain

(From new poem "A Big Mistake...)

Everyone talks about his/her girlfriend/boyfriend and I just sit there with a fake smile.
Inside my blood keeps boiling with jealousy and my heart keeps crying the tears of blood.
I am so jealous of the world.
I dont know what to do.

I always thought it would be me & you forever but today is the day that it wont be me & you no more.

So today is the day we broke up. The day I'll try to remember you my close friend because now our love has turn into dirt & ashes.

Plz comment/rate my new poem 'Our "Love" Was Never Meant To Be'...thnx

</3 Ashley