I try to hide the tears,
I try to hide the pain,
I smile and laugh it off,
but I remember everything.

I hurt myself today
to see if i still feel
i focus on the pain-
it's the only thing that's real...
the needle tears a whole,
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but i remember everything.

-Johnny Cash

If this is how lifes going to be without you then whats the point of living...

Still trying to find forever...

I remember when i fell asleep in your arms
When i got weak from your kiss
Now i'm falling away from you
And i'm feeling weak without you

I gave you everything you wanted
Gave you everything i had
But just like that
You gave me up

Forget I ever existed.

Sometimes the only way to protect the people you love is by staying away from them.

I dnt wana hav this conversation
enough wit the 21questions
i duno what ur thinkin
but i kno im nt the only one on ur mind
ur wishin u had of chosen her
&im thinkin
how could i hav been so god damn blind?!

So There's This {Hole} In My [[Chest]] Where My ~Heart~ Used To Be Cause ((Someone)) *Ripped* It Out And D/O/S/E/N/T Even <Care>!!!