She's screaming to herself,
Hoping it doesn't come out.

She's praying to God,
But it's getting her nowhere.

She's pretending,
Only to hurt a little more.

What have you done to me?
I can't sleep,
Because I know you'll be there when I close my eyes.

You've got me feeling so weak,
When you're holding my hand.
And everytime you smile,
I die a little more.
Because I don't want to feel,
What I'm feeling inside.

She tries so hard to pretend.
But pretend for what?
Everyone see's that she's hurting,
And they all see past the fake smile.
So, now she's only pretending,
Just to hide from herself.

She cries in the middle of the night,
Praying for everything to be alright again.

Hold back the tears,
But don't let him see you're falling apart without him.

"moving forward with stripes of the past"

And with this empty feelings i feel inside, i still can't gain the strenght to let go.

To angry to hit
to sad to cry
to much pain in general
wish i never had to say goodbye

I wish you would hate me, because it would be easier for me to forget you...