I used to love it when she smiled...Now all it means is she's happy without me.

I don't know what to feel anymore
since you walked out that door
i just don't know anymore

Nothing belongs to us,
God owns everything,

Anything I have ever had,
Was barrowed and given back

So I let my soul speak out... express it's sadness, scream it's pain, moan it's hurt, whisper it's death...

The day you went away...

Although she experiences so
much pain, at the end of the day theres
still room to smile.

I just dont have it in me to care anymore

You know, it actually makes me cry reading old conversations and remembering how happy we use to be.

It may sound silly, and I admit it's pathetic, but sometimes I listen to your favourite songs because it's the closest thing I'll ever be to you again...

I WANTED TO HURT YOU, AS BAD AS YOU HURT ME... BUT I COULDNT GO THAT low..

.&&i hate how he's my world..and im not even in his.