Have you ever poured your heart out to a guy and sat and waited for his response? Thats the most miserable experience. You dread reading his response but pray to God he responds.

Just to hear your voice one more time will get me by another day... But I'm already stuck on the day you left

Is it bad when I want you to call just so I can not answer?

Never regret anything that once made you smile...
but you might want to if it ever made you cry.

I follow my heart but it leads me to a dead-end, it leads me to you.

I keep trying to convince myself that I hate you and that I never loved you - but there's a little nagging voice in my head that keeps saying
" Y o u ' r e l y i n g ."

My cries within you could never hear
my pain inside you could never feel
I try and runaway from this fear
knowin it would never heal

You not liking me,
I could deal with that,

But you degrading who I am,
I think is pretty f**ked up.

You can't lose what you never had

At night....i hold onto my pillow tight sleep in ur shirt and listen to those voicemails saying how u love me and youd never let me go...and cry myself to sleep wondering why im listening to ur lies