She's so scared to get close to anyone because everyone that ever said "I'll be there"... left!

Oh, innocent victims of Cupid! Please, listen to my verse:
To let a fool kiss you is stupid,

But to let a kiss fool you....is worse.

Love is built on sorrow,happiness is built on lies.

All I want is someone to catch me when I fall, to tell me everything is going to be alright.

..everyone has a breaking point... you were mine

They see me smiling,
They hear me laugh.
But what they don’t know is,
It’s all just a charade to hide my broken heart.

I miss how it used to be,
All those pointless walks and useless talks.
I miss how it was before,
When we would hug for no reason.
I miss your friendship,
I've lost you, And I've never missed you more.

Always cherish those close to your heart,
you never know when they will go away...

I may be emotional,
But I'm not weak.
It takes a strong person to have
the courage to cry. .. :]

For 7 months i had a gun held to my heart.
and on september 14th 2006..
he pulled the trigger.