It's almost as if you enjoy watching me go through pain.

I need to stop wishing for something I'll never get.

Sitting at home, alone.
Waiting, wanting, wishing for someone to reach out to me.
This depression is consuming me.
I hope I make it through.

Almost a whole year has passed since she broke up with me, yet I can replay it in my head like it was yesterday.

I hate tha fact that i can actually hear my heart breaking. Tha feeling is even worse .. <|3.

When i look into his eyes i see what used to be and what could never happen again...

If breaking up was this painful. Then I won't fall in love again.

-Mika Tahara

I can put it all aside,
All the hurt and all the lies.
Pretend I never hurt,
Or that I ever cried.
But that would only mean I'd be lying to myself,
And breaking the promise, I always swore to keep.

Maybe one day you'll be gone from my memory forever...i hope that day is soon

You loved me just enough to make me stay.