Why do I always care for people who don't care for me?

Alone then
Alone now
Alone forever....

I have to be perfect
Say all the right things
I must keep a smile on my face
The cheerness in my voice
But when will someone understand
That I'm not perfect
My smile is fake
and my voice
Like my heart is broken...

Don't abandon me
to my thoughts.
And don't allow
all communication
to be lost.

~A wise girl kisses, but doesn't love, listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left.~

Once a night, I pray, that you'll be happy for what you've become, but most of all, from what you are now.

Drugs and drinking ruins lives, it ruined mine & I've never even did them

Although you're gone,
You're still in my head,
But I'll blow you out,
With an ounce of lead.

Time is the essential aspect they said, 'to heal the broken heart.' But I tell you truth when I say, 'that time they have spoken of, is only an excuse to dig the heart a deeper hole to mourn.'

I was finally getting over you, finally accepting that you had another girl, then you smiled at me and ruined it all