S(he) be(lie)ve(d)

Wish i could hate you
wish i could regret you
wish that you would love me to
but this time baby im not gonna fall through
im not gonna cry
not gonna waste another tear
just gonna live my life
without fear.

I don't know how long more I can take; this emotional and mental fight between my head and my heart.

Working my ass off like there's no tomorrow and staying late nights so I don't get visited by you in my nightmares... those are my only escapes.

The more I tire myself out, the less I think of you.

"giving up on you doesn't mean my cowardliness, i am just facing my greatest fear.. the fear of losing you.."

I don't know what's wrong and i don't know how to explain it...i do know crying helps me get through whatever the hell is wrong with me

One of the worst parts about losing you wasn't the fact that I wasn't good enough. It was that she was...

You & I will ALWAYS be unfinished business...

As I crawl throughout the deepest regions of my mind I find it odd that all I can find is you..

Behind my smile,is a hurting heart.Behind my laugh,I'm falling apart.Look closely at me & you will see,the guy I am...isn't who I used to be.