There is no sunrise for me, no "happily ever after", no butterflies in my stomach, just a a black heart and a tear streamed face.

Sometimes people run away just 2 see if anyone cares enough to follow

I welcome misery with opens arms; it's the only thing close to me these days..

Behind every smile is a broken heart..

And I wish so desperately that I could let go, and tell you truthfully "...you're just another face in the crowd," But I can't, and it's destroying me beyond belief.

Holding in the tears, trying not to let them show...
im deffintly in pain, but i wont let them know...

Crying my self to sleep every nyt is the only way I feel that I can express the screaming in my mind

The strongest girl you will never meet is that one girl inside of me, who cries herself to sleep every night because she can't have you. And yet, she still dreams of you and loves you anyway. Even though the heartache kills her every night.

Just go ahead & tell the truth, tell me u dont love me, and maybe it wont hurt as bad.......

&&I've been too lonely for too many nights,
I just want someone to be with,
Someone who will hold me tight.