The only thing I truly believe to be worse than losing a loved one, is to find out your still in love with someone you lost.

It gets so tiring, you know? You complain to me about her but yet when you are around her, you just let these things that bother you continue to happen. Maybe you deserve her then. Cause you sure as hell don't deserve me.

Have you ever poured your heart out to a guy and sat and waited for his response? Thats the most miserable experience. You dread reading his response but pray to God he responds.

Have you ever met someone that you are certain you are soulmates? Maybe we're right, maybe they are perfect for us but that doesnt mean it was supposed to happen. I guess thats the hardest thing to realize.

But it hurts, oh it does. Because I feel betrayed. Its not the fact that you're not with me that hurts, its the fact that I was lied to and tossed aside like I didn't matter. You made me feel like nothing, and for one fleeting moment, I believed it.

The girl who was strong; crumbled
the girl who never shed a tear; cried herself to sleep that night
the girl that everyone thought was ok; was a good actor
the girl that loved him; believed him

&& ii would go through it all again,
All the paiin && all the tears
Just to hold you in my arms
One last tiime!

I hate you so much ....but love you much more

" There are things you don't want to happen, but you have to accept && there are things you don't want to know, but you have to learn && there are people you can't live without, but you have to let go....</3"

"I don't know where I stand with you and I don't know what I mean to you. All i know is every time I think of you...all i want to do is be with you."