Why do i deny the things that burn inside,
down deep im barely breathing
and you just see a smile

Lesson #4; all i know is when it gets bad, it gets worse, but eventually, it does get better.

Lesson #3; sometimes, all we really need to hear is that someone believes in us .

I mourn the girl I once was and I despise the woman I have become.

Lesson # 1; we are all more alike than we are different, and thats something everyone needs to realize

I can't help but think that people should avoid me at all cost, but I guess it's what makes them keep coming back, the way I act indifferent. As though they can change me, like I'm an indirect challenge.

They say, if it makes you happy, it cant be that bad. maybe they mean on the outside. because what she thinks makes her happy, is tearing her apart on the inside.

Confession # 13; if i wake up this way one more day, i may not see any other day again.

When you fight fire with fire you just get burned

Confession # 10; i still beat myself up for my mistakes.