Im full of secrets,
Your full of lies,
No good can come of this..

It's another one of those days where I just want to crawl into bed and never leave.

I never believed people when they said your life could change in a heartbeat, i wish i would have listened. that would of changed everything.

You brought out something inside of me
You were the one to set me free
I know you'll be the best man you can
I promise you, I understand
I'll think of you everyday its true
and every song i sing, I'll be singing to you
-from Soldier Song

If you die
They better tell me you fought like hell to survive
Or I'll never forgive you
For making me love you

Part of lyrics from my Soldier Song

I'll put on a brave face
Let you walk away
I'll write letters and I'll think of you
Everyday
And although I don't believe in him
Every night I'll pray
That I get to hold my soldier again someday

I put my trust in you but you simply blew it away.

Sometimes i have to just cry...no one can know how i feel inside....until i show and tell...but then sometimes it's just too late cuz im ready to wipe them.

I Don't Know Who Will Kill Her First, Herself Or The Person She Is Dying To Be.

Does This New Me Make You Love Me More, Or Just Miss Who I Used To Be?