Why is it that the one you care about doesn't care about you at all?

To make an argument even worse you throw in a couple i hate yous and later when you realize what you said you'll know theres no way of takeing those words back

All day long
i pretend i am fine
content with living
a life that's no longer mine

My door says
do not enter
but you continue
to walk on in

People never change....only the way you see them changes!!

When I smile
...Im dying within
When I say hate
...I really mean love
When I refuse your help
...My heart begs for some attention

Cant you see? That it's my nature to act against it, and it should be yours to know that...

You call me an angel
...and I laugh

Angels are happy, they fly to the heavens and bring joy...

I have broken wings, I bring nothing but sadness...

But maybe, through your eyes...I'm not what I think

If you you say
"I think I can, I think I can, I think I can...I think I can"
and convince yourself to believe it, it still doesnt mean you can...

Dont complain to me,
when you dont even listen to what I have to say

HATE BEHIND A SMILE,
FEAR BEHIND A LAUGH,
MIRROR OF REFLECTION,
AS WE SHROUD OUR BETTER HALF