When i grow up, im not getting married, because i dont want to be like my parents. fear overlaps dreams.

You say no one cares
But I was always there
Now I feel the same
And you're the one to blame

(might turn it in to a poem)

*i hate the person im becoming or have have become. i hate the life i've had and i hate the life i am having***

Life Isn't For Getting What You Want It's For Dying At The End

You'll never know how much pain you've caused me.
The price for breaking my heart is greater than you'll ever know.
I somehow found myself sitting in my room crying with no one to hold my hand and whisper comforting words

I don't wanna wake up each day knowing it's all just a big lie

The memories a haunting me slowly tearing me apart...

You'll never see the tears
Falling from my heart
You'll never see the pain
From us beeing apart

You're so beautiful..It makes me want to cry

Hey my bleeding beauty, sleep has left your fear-filled eyes